fuck it
what a contradiction. i've been re-establishing old friendships and enjoying life and loving getting to know people and shit, but in the last few days

a) i've been moving to another temp house and preparing for my awesome new one
b) been retrenched from work, given two weeks notice, six weeks pay, and seriously contemplating being unemployed and trying to get some soul r&r soon, despite everyone saying "Err get a job, don't be a bludger" but fuck I want to
c) katie nolan, who was widely blamed as being the reason of matt who killed himeslf recently (also my sisters ex) hung herself on saturday night. she went to kilvington, had just turned 17 years old.
fucking tragic as.
i'm pretty out of it at the moment and have been dwelling on all this dramatic shit, and am currently zombie like so probably should go to sleep.

but i'm trying to look to the positive and move on and be good.

I'm gonna go go go go, there's no stopping me, I'm burning through the sky, 200 degrees, thats why they call me Mr. fahrenheit. I'm travelling at the speed of light.
i wanna make a supersonic man of you.
don't stop me now, i'm having such a good time.